The way you hurt her left her with dry eyes. She never showed you she cried, coz you won’t notice anyway. She never showed you how painful it was seeing your relationship fail, coz you never fought for it anyway. She never showed you she messed everything up after you left, coz you will never come back anyway. She never showed you how she struggled to fix things, coz you left everything around broken, hurting her piece by piece.
The way you hurt her never left a scar but left a memory she’s been afraid to deal with ever since you left. She never asked for anything back, coz she knew it will make her look weak and will give the people a chance to see her vulnerability.
The way you hurt her made her strong enough to hold even if there’s nothing much left from the person she was when she was loving you. She was so broken but she never patched herself, coz she doesn’t want everyone to see the shards of her smashed heart.
The way you hurt her made her realized that you are not for her. She chose to stay sane rather than run after you only to figure out that you’re completely over her and she’ll go home a loser. She chose to stick with the back up plan coz that plan doesn’t include you anymore.
The way you hurt her made her fix things that aren’t even broken. She saw how her life got messed up ever since you left and chose to fix it instead of crying over something that cannot be undone. She protected herself from the memories you left coz if she let herself cry a pool of tears, she’ll be beaten up and she’ll lose herself.
The way you made her feel the love before is the same way you made her question her worth all through out the relationship. She never asked her friends for help, coz if she did, they will just tell her that she made the wrong decision again. She never wanted to give you a wrong image to everyone you both knew coz she believed in you more than she believed in herself.
The way you pushed her away made her realized that she deserves more than the love you have given. She decided to leave you not only because you let go of her but because you chose to end it when the time she wanted to fight for it.
The way you made her realized that the memories you’ve shared are no longer hers. She never saved anything but she knows all the pictures with your smile is hidden in her gallery. She changed not only the curtain on her room but also the toothbrush sitting on her bathroom coz there were two brushes as if facing each other questioning each other’s worth, same thing that happened when you last laid your eyes on her.
The way you hurt her made her cautious coz now, she’s never had loved anyone else as much as she loved you. She is too scared to give everything again and just remember all the times that you were together and the way you hurt her…


