The Way We Paused

I don’t know why we ended,

I don’t know why we just stopped.

We were so fine yesterday,

We were so fine until today.

The more I seek for answer,

the more I question myself.

Is it me who caused this,

or is it you who wanted to clear things?

Is it me who find fault on every thing,

or it’s you who shows all the wrongs?

The moment I say goodbye, 

that’s the moment you said hello.

The moment I said that I am tired, 

that’s the time your effort started.

I worry that I won’t feel same, 

you worry that you don’t show enough.

Today, I’m standing,

and you’re sitting.

I’m asking you how to fix things,

You’re telling me not to ruin everything.

How bad I feel when I say we’ve grown apart,

but you said I was the only one walking away.

I’m close and you’re far.

The moment is tragic and like war.

Filled with envy, I wanna see,

how we fall into paused and 

thought of the world being good enough

without us being together in it.

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