Well, there’s that, I always try to write some kind of article that express my gratitude for being alive for another year and that article is one of them. I will need to do a year of recap about my life. All in all, I realized that I have been AFK for a very long time so let me tell you all about that in this write up. But first, why am I doing this?

Well, I just turned 32 last Aug 2, and it feels like there’s so much going on in my life except getting some success I have been planning for the longest time, meaning I still didn’t get my shit fixed. I’m still paying huge loans, I am still trying to figure out what I really wanna do with my life. Still didn’t finish language school. Still am trying my best at my job. Still don’t have any money in the bank. In short, still the same person that I was a year ago.

What I really failed to continue is to be online and on time on writing movie reviews and now, we are changing that, because there’s so many movies that I needed to review and movie industry is starting to show us new good things right now. And also, I was busy gaming. I started game streaming again two months ago so those whole two months, I have been online trying to show everyone that I am a gamer, aside from a movie reviewer and a overthinker. Kidding aside, now that I’m 32, well, not everyone believes it because I really look like I’m in my 20s and that is a hate and love relationship for me coz when it comes to dating, men who are younger than me tends to favor me more than the guys at my age because I look really young. lol

Anyways, I’m saying that this is just too much to start at 32. And I really wanna try my best to offer some great moview reviews and probably write stories again in the coming future along the fact that I am actually trying to normalize myself being a online gamer, this has to have training. I’ve always been gaming alone, so now, I’m learning how to play with other people. Well, not to mention, while finding a husband along the way, because if not, my family is just going to ask me every time I go home, when I will get married. Yes, sometimes, I kinda forget that I really to fix my life and be normal person. Well, let’s see how we will be along this trip, because I am actually living my life against all the rules and I’m happy about it coz I get to choose, when and what I should do at this point.

Also, I’m just about to tell you that I am back and i will be reviewing movies again regularly and will be surely posting so many things. I’m excited to be back, be a streamer and be myself again. Hello, this is 21st Century Barbie and I am back.